My reign was getting boring. Really, it hadn’t ever been incredibly exciting. I sat on top of a tiresome little hill, mostly by myself. The view wasn’t bad, I could see the valley and neighbors, all refusing the leave their own summits. Sometimes, just staring at another person would set them off and they’d start yelling at me to leave them and their hill alone. These people, like me, refused to leave their place.
A lot of us never really left our mounds. We just stayed in one place day and night, sleeping and living but not ever wanting to leave because they were our hills and nobody was allowed to get near them, let alone get to the top where they didn’t belong. There were random people who ran in the low places between my neighbors and me, they were always going somewhere else and looked much happier than the rest of us were. I refused to talk to them. I didn’t want to invite some stranger into my space, he might do something to it or even take my place.
Every now and again, a girl or dream would come along and try to push me out of the way so they could run the place, but I wouldn’t let any of them. I wanted to have them around, but I knew that they’d take my hill over and I couldn’t handle the thought of it, couldn’t live with someone or something else having control of what had always been mine.
I lived like this for a long time, more years than I could really count or remember. I just sat there, guarding, watching the sun crawl fromΒ east to west every day, sitting under stars, clouds and blue skies. One day, I saw one of the free people, roaming through the valley. He wasn’t running and He wasn’t going anywhere. He kept asking people if they’d let Him have their hills. Most of them cussed at Him, threw stuff at Him and told Him to leave. I watched one neighbor give up her space. She just gave it to Him, crawled down to the valley and began running in the same direction all the other free people seemed to go. The next day, her mountain was gone and He was walking around asking more people if He could have their space. Most of them refused.
I was getting nervous because He was getting closer to me and my hill. I needed somebody else to give theirs up, maybe it would placate this wandering Man and I wouldn’t have to leave. I had spent so much time building my mountain. A long time ago, this area was a flat, plain field. Someone had come here to hide their most treasured possession from the others, but a lot of people had the same idea. Seeing each other, they all grew nervous and began to heap up mounds of dirt, trash and anything else they could find. They built hills and mountains over their treasure, then they stayed with them. These people wanted to protect their most valuable items and somehow, got stuck in the process. For some reason, more and more people kept coming. I haven’t been here nearly as long as some of the others.
He continued on His way toward me and everything I knew. This man could take my garbage, but he couldn’t take my wealth, after all these years, it had basically become me and my only reason to live. I didn’t know anything else and had no other place to go. He continued walking my way, day after day. I watched others give up and leave. They seemed to be happy. I didn’t want to have to make this decision…
Nice one Jake. The last few years have been a real eye opener for a lot of us, me especially. All those things I wanted to own… I set out to collect, own and control these things like I would the properties on the board game Monopoly. Turns out I did own them… Then they owned me…
The worry spent over the gifts and God’s provision turned out to be a lot like idolatry. If we spend our spiritual resources trying to protect “our hill” We miss the blessings and living the abundant life promised by God.
The climate in these tough economic times truly reveals the true character of the people around us. I’ve become an expert in smelling the aroma of fear, it surrounds and disgusts me.
We cannot honor God when we fear like a lost animal in this world. Your description sounded a lot like dogs protecting there buried bones and that’s exactly what the lost ones look like.
Great analogy and vivid picture.
Floyd, it’s depressing how much I don’t want to hand over to Jesus. I hate that I guard myself so thoroughly, but here I am, doing it day after day. I think it’s worse with some people. We all get hurt and don’t want to put our hearts out there on the line again, so we bury them deep and sit on the pile, just like a dog guarding a bone (great example, by the way). At least with God, I know I can trust Him, I just can’t figure out what on earth He’s doing some of the time! I guess the first step to recovery is admitting there’s a problem, right? π
awesome picture of what we do in our lives that Jesus can set us free from.
Thanks CeSabin!!
Wow bro. Seriously – I think this might be your best post to date. I don’t even know what to say. Amazing, amazing, amazing.
Thanks. I probably have to contribute part of this to a challenge I had this week. I let myself get all worked up over something stupid and was asked by someone much wiser than myself, “Jake, who’s sitting on the throne of your heart?”
Obviously, I don’t think of my heart as having a throne. I think of it as something that I definitely try to guard, but let’s be honest, there’s garbage there. It needs to be cleaned up (burned?) and given over, so there we go! It was hell trying not to explain what I was thinking, so you get it now!! π
Love this contemporary parable of ownership of our lives versus turning it over to the true King and finding freedom in the process.
Beautifully put Jake. How does it feel to be a free man at last?
Debra, the funny thing is I think that freedom is progressive. I’ve been walking with God for a long time, but every now and again, He asks for something I don’t want Him to have! So the whole process begins over again!
I’m with Jason Vana. Fantastic analogy, Jake. And the picture really helped convey your word picture. Excellent.
Thanks Kat! I think I like creative, almost strange stuff lately, so this definitely satisfied an appetite for that!
I followed KatDish here! Enjoyed your illustration and most of what we protect so highly is simply garbage that we are treasuring. Here Lord Jesus, take it I really don’t need it any more!
It’s sometimes dangerous business, following someone like Kat around!!! I’m that that you came though and I’m glad you enjoyed it!!