There’s an interesting page in the middle of almost every bible. It has no header, no maps, photos or fun pictures of fire from heaven, floods, or bears eating people. Unless somebody writes notes on this page, I don’t think any of us really pays much attention to it, because it’s blank. The page proceeding it sounds like a bar-be-que: there’s fire, sunshine, beef, and destruction (Typical Lee BBQ or O.T. Prophecy). But wait, there’s also healing too, if you’re on God’s side.
The page after this has a bunch of “begats” (thirty-nine of them). The genealogy is lengthy, but has nothing on the first several chapters of First Chronicles. The family tree outlined on the page following the blank page of interest is more fun than the rest because it ends with Jesus.
This one page represents four hundred years of God not talking. Maybe we don’t give it any more than a single sheet of white paper because the idea of this kind of silence scares that crap out of us, considering that God Himself said that we won’t live by bread alone, but we need every word that comes out of His mouth (Deut. 8:3).
Ummm, God? Were you planning on starving your people?
Apparently not. The Jews survived. Then again, they had the Pentateuch and the prophets to read. Out of nowhere though, an angel showed up and told Zechariah that he and his old wife would have a son. Then Gabriel made his random appearance and explained to Mary that even though she hadn’t done anything to get pregnant, that she soon would be. We all know where that goes.
Once Jesus was born, more angels showed up and told the shepherds to go check Him out. Wise men followed a star to their savior. It was kind of a big deal, even if He was born in a barn. I never understood why these people left. If I lived in the time that my savior was born and I believed that He was the Christ (some people took some convincing), then I’d follow Him around. Probably have to basically stalk Him and look like a creepy old man. I’m not sure. Either way, they all took off and there’s no mention of Jesus being anyone’s savior (in the text) for another thirty years.
The God-Man eventually got baptized by John and the heavens opened up in the process. The Spirit descended on Him like a dove (I think God chose a dove because other birds would paint a different picture- imagine this happening with a barn owl, pelican, humming bird, vulture, canary… they just don’t work). People witnessed this and funny enough, none of them followed Jesus into the wilderness. God’s son was announced then disappeared for forty days. I would have had a problem with this. God got quiet once. His Son showed up, He left. He may have come back, but then there was the time that lead up to Pentecost. Christ was clearly alive, but where was this Helper He promised? It seems that God has a habit of disappearing.
Sometimes, God doesn’t talk. Plenty of old, dead white dudes have offered explanations on this, but none of them have made it less scary. I promise that as a man-child with a blog, I’m not likely to solve this problem, but I can tell you this: He’s left His word for us. He never stays gone and just like the almost-creepy bumper stickers say, He’ll be back to get you soon. You might just have to tolerate the occasional blank page in the meantime.

“I never understood why these people left Him”? Great point and I’m with you, I too would stalk him, desperate for His presence and mercy. The blank page scares the you know what out of me. Sometimes I ponder God completely removing His hand of protection and provision over His creation or people and the thought breaks out in a cold sweat on my face. Suffering sucks, but knowing God’s in control makes all things bearable. Knowing difficult times or blank pages God uses to bring wisdom and opportunity is a comfort. Great post Jake.
Floyd, I guess PRACTICALLY speaking, it might be difficult to follow a baby around and call him Messiah, but at the same time… God isn’t always practical. I guess May and Joseph probably wouldn’t necessarily approve of unknown people just lingering near their home all the time, either. But that if they never found Him again? That’s the hard and scary part! I’d be upset with myself if I lost someone that significant…
Hi Jake,
I like your message…I kind of don’t like the way you presented it. I would be afraid to joke around with God the way you seem to. But I also would be afraid to talk to God the way David seemed to at times. Keep the faith! And make sure you get to the Kingdom…that’s our goal.
Lou Barba
Lou, I appreciate your honesty! I have to admit that occasionally, this happens because one of my goals is to be entirely frank with God and people. I think that learning how to do this while maintaining reverence has been…. a learning curve for me. That said, I’m grateful for a reminder that maybe I pushed it a bit far this time.
Interesting – I never contemplated the blank page in the centre of the bible before (other than my bible class teaching me that’s where the “Inter-Testemental Period” happened). But it’s very true, it’s very hard when it seems like God’s disappeared, though later we find out He’s never really gone…
Sometimes I think the silence is about God showing us (especially the more stubborn of us) that we can’t fill that blank page with anything of worth without Him. He allows us the desperately scribble in vain so we can come to understand how useless it all is without Him.
Kathy, you’re entirely right. We can’t do anything of value without Him. Even if we have a blank page, it’s valueless without His input!
Wow Jake, I really love this post – and have even spoken on the silence of God in the 400 years from Malachi to Matthew, but I’ve never made the connection between Jesus showing up and then going into obscurity for 30 some years, only to show up again and go into the desert for 40 days. It seems God does have a habit of showing up and then being silent. It is scary, but then how could we really seek Him if He was always around?
Great thoughts man!
Thanks Jason! There’s just an interesting pattern of behavior that I really can’t explain. God doesn’t get upset and stomp off like an angry diva or anything like that, so…. what is going on?
I’ve learned, at least for myself, that God is trying to do something deep in me when He is silent. Maybe it’s learning to really trust Him. Maybe it’s learning to worship even when I don’t have the answer. Maybe it’s seeking Him even when it feels like He isn’t there. I think it all goes back to the fact that I would take God for granted if I felt Him, heard Him and sensed Him all the time. Absence makes the heart grow fonder, and all that.
BTW – I just got a funny picture of God stomping off like a diva in my head. Thanks! 🙂
That is a fun image, isn’t it? I think all the solutions or at least acts of faith you provide are completely appropriate responses to God when He’s silent. I think you’re also right when you say that you’d take Him for granted if He didn’t make us aware of His absence on occasion!
I’m notorious for coming up with weird God images. I actually talked about God in a tutu before. Yea…I’m a little crazy like that.
I’ve always wondered about this. Is it really that God doesn’t talk or are we just not listening? Is it possible that He’s there but we’re just not aware of His presence.
When people say “God showed up”, I always wonder (especially since I’ve said it a lot). I think it may just be that we get this heightened awareness of His constant presence around us. I don’t know…just a thought.
Tony, you’re right. He’s omnipresent and it’s probably our perception that prevents us from realizing that he never left, but at the same time, He still made decisions to stay silent on more than one occasion! It’s an interesting relationship… isn’t it?